Mercury in Retrograde!
What have you've learned so far?
Here's my personal story:
I've learned that my lawn guy thinks I'm stinking rich because I keep taking all these trips. So, he thinks he can just increase his price on me without informing before rendering service. I've been using his service for 2-3 years without a problem. But, now that he sees that I'm taking vacations that last 2 weeks to a month or so and taking it frequently, his price has raised (with no warning). I let him get away with it 2 weeks ago so of course he thought he could do it again. In the past, he would do extra work and throw a number at me, which I never questioned and just paid. I made it too easy for him to milk me without question.
Lesson:
I normally let things slide especially since it leaves no dent in my pockets. I've always been uncomfortable with confrontation at what seems petty. But I realized that not standing up for myself is just telling people that I relinquish my power to them and they WILL walk all over me! I, of course, made excuses because I didnt want to look like a punk. I would say to myself, "It's okay. I rather pay then to argue." Or "Money pays for me to eliminate headaches." But at the end of the day, they are winning because Im not fighting for myself. A blockage I need to release according to a book I'm reading.
I normally let things slide especially since it leaves no dent in my pockets. I've always been uncomfortable with confrontation at what seems petty. But I realized that not standing up for myself is just telling people that I relinquish my power to them and they WILL walk all over me! I, of course, made excuses because I didnt want to look like a punk. I would say to myself, "It's okay. I rather pay then to argue." Or "Money pays for me to eliminate headaches." But at the end of the day, they are winning because Im not fighting for myself. A blockage I need to release according to a book I'm reading.
Yesterday, I did some deep introspecting & discovered one of my money blocks. "If I make too much money, I fear people will take advantage of me", as they did my mom, who was a millionaire but I never knew because she relinquished her power to customers, friends and family. So all these years, subconsciously, I limited myself to a comfortable income bracket even though I was always capable of making so much more. I always knew I could but without realizing it, my subconscious mind wouldn't allow me to --hence the term "Money blocks/ blockages". You see, I kept myself in a comfortable space by unconsciously limiting myself. But, what I failed to realize is that I can still BE in a comfortable state by NOT limiting myself and still stand up for myself. I don't have to sacrifice one for the other--I can have it all. I just have to reprogram my mind to believe it's so.
Just yesterday this realization dawned on me. Then BOOM--this happens! A test from the Universe to see if I'm TRULY willing to release that blockage & take my power back. And today, I DID! I wasn't comfortable confronting him but I forced myself to. I stood up for myself as I would my own children because I AM just as important as they are. And I felt a burden being released from me-- the blockages that caused my energy to be stuck. NOW, IM FREE of it. NOW, I will allow myself to ACCEPT limitless abundance!
Eliminating what no longer serves me! Mercury goes into retrograde to bring up things that need to be worked on. Some hate it but I see it as a blessing-- it's like cheat sheet from the Universe giving me a list of what needs to be handled & what needs to be eliminated from my life. It's not an act of punishment--it's about releasing things that no longer serve you to welcome things that WILL; that's better for you. I have no doubt that God & The universe will send me a company who appreciates my business, not take advantage of me because I am obviously ABUNDANT =) . I will be sent a BETTER lawn company as reward for embracing my power and knowing my worth. By knowing my worth, I'm opening myself to greatness. I AM open to ABUNDANCE in every form. I am a "LUCKY BITCH"! Lmao
So, when you are being thrown hardships and struggles, see it as a blessing. Figure out why your soul is uncomfortable with that situation and fix it by eliminating the cause for it. Mercury being in retrograde is only a headache if you fail to appreciate the message it's giving you; If you fail to learn the lesson from it. So, dont live in discomfort and LEARN FROM IT. Take back control of your life. EMBRACE YOUR POWER!
~Namaste,
Connie
Below is a link to the book that I'm reading. It is really helping me with my money blockages. Im sure it will help you too.
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