THIS IS A GENERAL READ for the collective. I asked Spirits to let me tap into the energies that need to hear this the most.
If this reading does NOT resonate with you or sound like your situation, please dont force it-- it's likely someone else's story.
I'm either tapping into your energy and/or the person's (who's heavily on their mind) energy. You can reverse the energy how you see fit.
As i was meditating, I kept hearing, "They want to be an author." So, if you feel like your life purpose is to be an author, this reading is for you. You have a book within you that wants to be written. And it can also be regarding the experience below. Once you overcome it, your story can inspire others.
The energy I'm tapping into is someone who is very, very sad. Might even be suicidal. They miss someone so much that they feel like they are dying inside. And although they know this person is toxic, the pain is so excruciating that they feel like the only way to be happy again is if they got back with them.
I feel like you are keeping this pain to yourself because you don't feel like anyone would care to listen. You've been going through this situation for so long that your friends are tired of it. BUT, there is one person you can reach out to ...A FEMALE who is very wise. (You know who this female is because you immediately thought of her when you read this) She can be your counselor, mother, sister, or even your tarot reader. It's someone very wise who gives you great advice; Someone who is not biased and tells you the truth, even if it hurts. Spirits are saying that she is the one person you should contact as she is more than willing to help. As far as your other friends who are telling you to move on before you are ready to, you need to really rethink. If it doesnt feel right to move on, then dont. Not all advise is good advise.
Karma-- if you decide to move on and date others, go ahead but BE UPFRONT with them. The last thing you want to do is get into a relationship with someone awesome, it go well, and you dump a good thing because your ex decides they want you back. If you cant resist your ex, dont get into a relationship. JUST DATE but be upfront. You dont want to attract more Karma.
POSSIBLE OUTCOME:
This person will try to reenter your life-- not because they miss YOU but because they miss CONTROLLING you. They want to feed their ego by tapping into your energy of love. I'm seeing that things have NOT changed with this person and if you get back with them, it will be the same thing all over again-- the same cycle. This will not make you happy. Things will not go your way. This person is not being accountable for what they've done. They may say they've changed but you will see almost right away that they didn't.
ADVICE FROM SPIRITS:
GET TO KNOW YOURSELF!! I feel like when you were the toxic person, you did everything they wanted you to do. You lost your identity trying to please them. You devoted yourself to this person that you forgot all about you. Please take the time to GET TO KNOW YOURSELF. Do things you want to do, wear clothes YOU like to wear, listen to the music YOU like to listen to. Get to know you again. Because if you dont know yourself, how can you possibly know what you want in a relationship. DISCOVER YOU and vow to yourself that you will only be with someone who accepts you AS YOU ARE. Not someone who looks at you like a project and tries to change you to where you dont recognize yourself. Stop conforming to how others want you to be. BE YOURSELF.
You will get through this! Your prayers are being heard. Trust your intuition and gutt feeling when it comes to this toxic person or anyone new. When it doesnt feel right, it's because your energies are clashing-- they are not at the same frequency as you. The person you are meant to be with will come and when they do, IT WILL FEEL LIKE HOME.
But if you try to manifest a relationship right now (while you still feel broken), you wont be able to manifest a good relationship. You will continue with meeting the same type of person, who is toxic. Get to know you. Go deep within and find out WHY you you are attracting toxic people. Is it because you dont value yourself? Why dont you feel worthy of a great relationship that you will settle for a controlling one? Find the problem so you can heal it. That is the solution!!
~Namaste
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Mental Health Resources
If you are experiencing a mental health crisis, you are not alone. Many people experience similar struggles, and there are resources available to help. During a crisis, you might feel like things will never change. Contacting a mental health crisis hotline is a good way to begin reaching out for much-needed support. But if you are afraid that you or someone you know might hurt themselves or someone else, call 911 immediately.
If you think you or someone you love may be struggling with a mental health disorder, call one of these numbers to learn more about various mental health conditions and connect with valuable resources near you.
* National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-TALK (8255)
If mental health difficulties are leading you to consider suicide or think about death often, call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline’s national network of local crisis centers. This 24-hour hotline is available to anyone in crisis and provides free and confidential emotional support and crisis intervention.
* National Alliance on Mental Illness (NAMI) Helpline: 1-800-950-NAMI (6264)
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